holiday stress

It is amazing, I couldnt wish for these holidays to arrive soon enough and now... imagine what happened. I send off my laptop to repair and instead am blocking my brothers desktop all day, fixing it up, just to have an excuse for remaining logged into skype for not missing out on my normal life. It feels so weird not being in the faculty every day, not meeting all the people.. (I have to admit, I kinda miss you guys 'n girls).
Surely it is nice to be home again and slowly I also manage to meet some of the people that I've been missing. However, there is so much time I've got to myself that I dont know how to deal with it. (I've already finished off Harry Potter for that reason..) To be honest, feeling that I'm not doing anything just makes me nervous. On the other hand, there are so many possibilities that I cant even decide what to do first... And there isnt even anyone to bother me.. So my only hope is that I still have about 3 weeks to get used to all of this workless time so I will at least (as supposed) miss it when I'm coming back to Bolzano.